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Heartpain
| Thursday, February 14 | 0 comments
Sayang,
I miss us. I miss you. I miss those times where you would send me messages like "dear, I wanna say tht I love you." Or "dear2?? Cutenye everything say double. Hehe" However I tell myself that it will never happen again cos I know you will never be like that anytime soon. And I only have myself to blame. As much as I wish that whatever messages stored in my hard drive would one day be sent again by you, I am contented that you are still here with me. I know I can never ever be that same girl you loved. I know I can never be good enough for you. I know that no matter how many tears I shed, it wont bring back those moments that I yearn for so much. No matter the circumstance, I am really blessed that we are both still together. I guess it doesn't matter whether you behave the same way like you did last time. I guess I should just start to make you love me, like how you loved shazana back in 2009. Maybe this is why I cried last night. Cos of guilt. I know deep down you feel that im not good enough for you. Or maybe it's just my pessimistic thoughts. |
 Allah Family, Dearest, Friends What more can I ask for? ♥ Designer/codes: AddictedLove Basecodes: Niszke Uzana |
