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| Friday, October 17 | 0 comments
Every night, I will start to cry.
In the day, I'll pretend that everything's fine. I think I'm bipolar or something. I know I'm depressed. There was one night I looked over the kitchen window and started to jump up to sit on the ledge. I had suicidal thoughts. I cut myself. It's wrong I know. But I really cannot hide my pain. My heart is broken really bad. I keep on thinking that I want to just leave this world. Everyday negative thoughts engulf me. I picture the scandal between you and her. Why are the both of you so mean to me? I'm really desperate to the point of helplessness. I realise that I don't just love you. I need you too. I'm not in love with you. I just love you. It's not a phase of puppy love. I really do care and love you. Even though the scandal happened, it didn't make me falter. My feelings still stayed true. Help me please. I'm on the brink of exhaustion. I can't keep up with this for long. One day I might just.. Then maybe all will be fine after that. |
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