I guess that mere two more is now reduced to only one, that is if I'm lucky enough to have it.
But somehow it might just be reduced to none, cos there's no way that last one is going to happen.
How do I cope with that after this "one more" is done?
I'm just hoping that once my contract is up for renewal, I'll be able to do things in a better light.
I guess some things just aren't meant to be, no matter how hard I try to make it happen.
Terribly hurt.