Heart feels like it's tearing apart.

Brain feels like a boulder just landed on top of it.

It's okay Shazana.
Make Faris happy. Don't add on to his problems. Be independent Shazana. So you won't have to trouble Faris.

You may feel neglected but that feeling will go away soon, Shazana. Just get used to it. At the end of the day, you shouldn't bother other people.

5 minutes with Faris is more than enough for you. If he needs help, help him. If he has other plans, let him be. It's time you consider Faris's wants and needs. Stop snatching him away from his friends and family.

It shouldn't be just about you all the time. Faris has feelings too. Do you really think he wants to be with you 24/7? Of course not. He has other commitments. So try to understand him.

Just be there for him. Never trouble him. Never show any unhappy feelings.

All you want is to see Faris happy.
And that's what matters now.

You love him don't you?
Of course I do.