I need to shut down all the memories I have with you. So I won't grow so attached to you. Cos I will have expectations. And expectations will lead to disappointments.

Teach me how to shut down any form of feelings. Cos I can see you shut it down so well.

I don't want to love you anymore. It's hard.

You messed with the wrong girl. I'm not like any of your exes.

When I love, I give my all. Cos I believe that in a r/s we have to have a goal.

Who am I kidding. I love you.

Can I just pretend that everything is alright.