Aww. | Tuesday, December 14 | 0 comments

Something that I've read off the net.
Am a weeping girl when it comes to this kinda things.
Hehe. Read on ^_^

10TH GRADE


As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "Best friend".
I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes
she had missed the other day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11TH GRADE


The phone rang.
On the other end, it was her
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love
had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,
so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes,
wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends,
I love her, but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.

SENIOR YEAR


The day before prom she walked to my locker,
My date is sick, she said, he's not going to go well,
I didn't have a date and in 7th grade
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as best friends. So we did.
Prom night , after everything was over
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me
with her crystal eyes.
I want her to be mine, but
she isn't thinking of me like that, and I know it.
Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on my cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.

GRADUATION DAY


A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that
and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said, "You're my best friend,thanks" and
gave me a kiss on my cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends.
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A FEW YEARS LATER


Now, I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that.
And I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me
and said "you came!". She said thanks, and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.

FUNERAL


Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "best friend".
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but
he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to tell him, I want him to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me! "
I wish I did too.. I thought to myself, and cried.


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