Whatever I have wanted to say was all reflected in that long message I sent out.
I am sorry for always being a burden to you and at the same time, hurting you.
I love you, more than you'd ever know.
More than you'd ever would to me.
But I can't face you anymore. I don't know how to.
In your eyes, I'm nothing.
I've already embarrassed myself by letting it all out.
Please take care of yourself.
I hope all your issues will be settled.
May you always be protected by Allah and may he grant you happiness.