Today's tears hurt so much more.
Maybe this is what they mean by, if you really care for that one person, you let him be alone no matter how much it hurts you.
And I'm learning to accept the fact that I can no longer be the partner that can help and support you.
Even though you're still hanging on to this.
I really am not strong enough.
I'll always care for you. But this time round, I really am not much of a help for you.
I'm sorry.
I blame myself for being incompetent.
Leaving you to bealone for a long long time has never been what I wanted.
But if it makes you happy, then I'll do so.
One day I'll just be a little fragment of your memory; insignificant.
