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| Thursday, February 19 | 0 comments
oh wells.
today is the 19th of february nothing much though just lazying around and perhaps taking care of my skin(??) yes.as you can judge from teh tone above, im pretty much feeling well, fucked up as usual and also very bored. notice that i kept on using vulgarities nowadays well,you cant blame me for what i've experience so far,say the last couple of days has indeed turned my life upside down. nonetheless,the fucked up feeling also,nowadays everything seems to be like a stranger to me usually,i'd be surrounded by happy notes happy stuff sweet moments but now,they've since disappeared and i dont exactly wanna find out why i'll be going to office this saturday though perhaps then,i'd get to lash things out and set things prim and proper watch out coz perhaps i may seem very moody on that day or maybe i'll go all hyper well no promises though. but there's a high possibility that i'll be very moody dont ask me why dont trespass my anger or you'll be sorry i'll be very rigid on that day coz i feel that im taken for granted by some idiotic people seriously,im beginning to think that people should not make promises when they cant even keep their promises "i promise you this" "i promise you that" well all those promises people have made has since become nought, of to no meaning at all. and people say love is like magic but isnt magic just an illusion to our eyes? so what im trying to say is that love=illusion get it? arrgh! you might be thinking why ive suddenly accelerated and changed gears from sappy lovey tone in my previous posts to angsty and fucked up tone now? well,one day when i know everything when i know the truth i'll post the reasons why. but right now,just guess lor.ha! and did i tell you that i hate it when people dont mean what they say? well,i absolutely hate people like that. coz they gave empty words which i disbelievingly taken at whim only to realise soon after that they are just mere words which carry no weight at all. and yes,if you read this post, do leave me a tag before exiting? coz i dont really know who viewed my blog. or if you dont wanna tag, at least leave a comment? on the "leave a comment" above each post. not that im desperate for comments or tags just that i want to know that whatever im typing out now remains heard and acknowledged. is that too much to ask for huh dears? and i certainly wish that things were back to where it used to be the happy moments;i wanna it relived the sweet moments; i want to re-experience it |
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