| Monday, February 16 | 0 comments

Everything seems so fucked up nowadays!!
even though it may not seem so to some
but somehow i can feel it.everything and every moment
has all been fucked up.
seriously,i want all that fucked up feeling to end
i want to let go of that freaking feeling
i cant type out what i feel so fucked up about
coz its too much to handle
it seems that i've been wasting time all this while
even watthana said so himself.
dang it!

hais.
i know what i feared most will come in the long run
i just know it.
and it has come i guess
even though i cant confirm it as yet
but pessimistic as it may seem,
i somehow feel that there's seriously something going on
something that i dont really know of as yet
something that is drastic and hurtful
there,i feel like a fucking piece of trash right now
seriously,when im really fed up and sad and angry
vulgarities can just shoot off my mouth
hais.
whats the use of sighing when the situation im in
is inevitable.damn fucked up laa!aiyer!!!!

ever heard of my theory on tissue?
let me say this
what im feeling now
is like a piece of tissue
once used,thrown away
yea.so tissue,seen in a negative perspective
is some what similar
to a piece of trash
once it served its purpose
it gets thrown away
unappreciated and forgotten
poor tissues..
sniffles.

so there it goes
feel like a tissue
that has somewhat been use up
and thrown away without a single care
there i go again
aargh!!

feeling fucked up;
!SHAZANA


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