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| Wednesday, January 28 | 0 comments
Everything seems so slow.
yea.slow.really damn slow. dunno why it seems slow. because ive got nothing to do. thats why everything seems slow. aargh! im boredd and feeling sloww.. should i call syahidah and talk crap with her? call someone?anyone? nah.shouldnt bother them. they have their own stuff to do. maybe i should just shut up and cry to sleep. yea. shut up and cry all the way to sleep. yea. i feel very mixed up today. i feel suffocated suffocated not because of irritating stuff but suffocated by the 'nothing to do' atmosphere. sobs. this is the superr first time im complaining bout my boredness to a very large extent. ooh. crap crapola. ish! i dunno what im typing seriously. maybe i should just look out of the window. and maybe jump down? nah.too extreme. maybe i should envisage myself jumping down. yea maybe i should. im very bored till im having weird and emo-ed thoughts. nah.shant be emo.should just stick to bored boredom just sucks. aaargh! for shit's sake. what am i suppose to do now? hais. maybe i should just self mutilate myself? for fun. no.i promised syaff i wont do it ever again. so yea. i just cry my way to sleep now aeh.. *cries softly* |
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